It's 10pm, and I'm still at my Mum's office.

But she just called me and tol dme that we'll be going in 5-10min.

Update when I'm home. (:

In the end, also didnt really see much. Stayed outside most of the time.

Headed down to the National Library at 3+ to return a book, and borrowed a couple more in return. Was walking back when I decided to go to Bugis Street to walk around to look for my shoes. And I saw 4 pairs that I like! Shit! Should I buy all 4? ):

Nvm. I shall go down to take a look again tmr. I might buy all, I might not. But this time, I shall make my own decision. Or maybe, from now on.

As for what you spoke to me today, no, I'm not upset about that. I accept that. I know it was my own fault. Thank you.

And Cheng, thanks a lot. You never fail to make me laugh even if I felt like I was in the pits. Thank you. And thanks too, for the post. (: Remember, shit is in the anus k! :D

Nights! :D

I felt like blogging earlier on, but didnt know what to blog about.

I'm done with my book though, so there's something! Hahaha. It's a great book!

It's about a 15 year old boy who was captured by ppl who thought that he was part of a terrorist group and got tortured and all, and sent to Guantanamo Bay for 2 years. The story described his tortures, thoughts and feelings; how he felt so lonely that he began having hallucinations; how he nearly went crazy through the various torture methods; how he came to appreciate the little things that he took for granted in the past like little conversations and how chocolate tastes like; how he let go of hatred for his cousin who ended up in the cell next to his. The ending was really heartwarming. (: Name of the book's Guantanamo Boy. The whole book's bright orange, including all sides of the pages, so it's really noticable. Pick it up if you see it anywhere. You'll definitely not regret it. (:

I'm looking forward to what there is to Bizworld. Hahaha. Looking forward to tmr! (:

And the office's got a new look. (:

Need to help Cheng decide on a caterer too.

Then there's Thurs! Well, you can say no all you like, but we're going! :P

Nights! (:

It's been sometime since I stayed at home the whole day.

So what did I do? Get down and dirty by cleaning the pond with my Dad and bro. Hahaha. I wasn't all that dirty to be honest, but I was dirty alright. And all the spraying of water resulted in moss all over me. Yuck.

The sun wasnt that strong today, but I think I got tanned lah. But I was wearing FBTs, so I dont see why I got what I got. Sian.

Was chatting with Kelly on the phone for quite a long time. What we spoke about will remain a secret though. :P

I've been getting comments that I'm thinner. So I weighed myself today. And yes I did. Down 2kg. And I'm happy cos my tummy looks smaller as a result. :D But I know it's not healthy lah. So thin already. Hahahaha. Shall attempt to eat more. :P

Coming week's gonna be kinda busy for me. So far, Monday's free for now. :D Tues and Wed Bizworld and meeting on one of those days. Thurs and Fri working at my Mum's office. And my Dad told me to paint the garden cos he thinks that it's my hols and I'm very free. I also want to go out lah! Zzz.

Week after, will be working from Mon to Wed or Thurs. Which means I have less time to go out, but just as well lah. Some cash, and keep my mind off stuff.

I was thinking of just letting things be, but remembered that I'll be seeing you soon anyway. Haiya. Dont know what to do with you also.

Nights.

:DDD

I'm feeling happy! :D Hahahahaha!

Enjoyed myself yesterday! It was fun, bringing the parents over. 2 got lost and went to City Sqaure though. Hahahaha. And I finally got to finish the movie Equilibrium after so freaking long. One year maybe? But it definitely was nice. Thanks Jess! :D

It was really good to see the waterfall again. :D And the trainers and Kelly! :D Dinner was good. Thank you! :D

Time spent at the customs wasnt as pleasant though. We had to move everything up and down a few times. Just know that there were assholes involved. Assholes, really. Argh! Went to YMCA for Parenting seminar set up before heading home.

Went down for parenting today, thanks Ken for the ride there! :D Packed up after the whole thing, and us pooning partners brought the stuff back to office. We had a lot of fun. The taxi back to office was awesome man. We laughed so much and so loud, the taxi uncle told us to quieten down. Hahahaha. Packed up the stuff and went for dinner. Dinner was really good. The food there is really shiok. I think the restaurant's called Bounce? 7th floor of Iluma. Shiok shiok. Price a little steep, but it's worth a try at least once. :D

Company was great as well! :DD Just sat there and chatted and laughed a lot.

Cabbed home, and I encountered another chatty driver. :D If nothing else, this year, I've been more open with cab drivers. Lol. Like, I can chat with them along the way. Actually I no need to talk lah. Just 'orh' and 'mmhmm' here and there, then they will just go on and on already. Hahaha.

I dont know if you guys will ever read this, but thanks Jess and Liying for the company these days! Yesterday and today, and also on Wed for Jess. I've really had a lot of fun with you! All the crap and laughter and pooning. Heh. Looking forward to more good times ahead! Have fun in Korea, Jess. Take care! (:

Of course, Chenghao included. Hahaha. Pooning brings you joy k! Or at least for me! :D Thanks lots for your company all this while. Oasis, preview, meals, chats on the phone, whatever it is. Sure, sometimes I do get pissed off or bo chap about you, but at the end of the day, I'll be here, and thanks for all laughter and crap too! :D

And thanks P, for bringing us there for dinner tonight, and STLC too. Maybe the few of us wouldnt have been this close, having so much fun if not for the camp. So thanks go to you too! (:

Reflection for the day?
Dont think too much, dont hope for too much, and I better keep this promise I made this time. Also, isnt it amazing how some relationships work out? I love how mine do. They've all turned out really great so far. <3 And nope, I'm not talking about BGR. Relationship is a very general word k. Dont generalize. :P

Nights all! (: <3

Papers over! :D

First paper was lucky, cos what I studied came out. :D 2nd paper was lucky too. I didnt really study what came out, but I remembered what was taught in class, so I could answer the question either way. Hahahaha.

Yesterday was great fun too!

Initial plan was to study in office. And Brice came to find me to have lunch together and to pass me the stuff he got for me (Arashi single plus lotsa snacks! :D). Then along came Chenghao. Us three had lunch together at Empire State. Spent some time there. Then went back to the office, and along came Isabella! Full of laughter again, as always with her around. :D Then cos Brice had some girl from Australia who added him and they were chatting, suddenly Isabella cut in and started chatting with her instead. Lotsa crap lah. Then Willie came too! And Jessica! :D

Isa and Willie couldnt join us for dinner, soleft the 4 of us. Dined at Lenus, cos Uncle John gave us 10bucks to help pay when we said we had no money. Hahaha! So we ate there, and along the way, suddenly I had 2 kids called Brice and Jessica, and I got 'married' and 'divorced' with Cheng. Jess asked Brice who he wants to follow after we divorced, and both said want to follow me! Hahaha! Dinner was crap. Fun lah. :D

Went to find Da Jie at Iluma after that, and told her what happened. So apparently, me and Cheng incest. LOL. It's starting to sound damn wrong, I realised. Hahahahaha.

Bottomline, I had great fun yesterday! :DDD

Nothing much today, just that Willie flew off to Bali, Chealsea flew off to London, I had my paper, and Brice flew off to New Zealand, chronologically. Hahaha. Wanted to send Brice off, but had to do painting at home. Lol.

Tmr, Kota Tinggi! :DDDD I've been waiting for tmr the whole week! :D Waterfall, here I come! Hahahaha! Yay! :DDD I just know that tmr is just gonna be another great day for me. (: <3

I shall go sleep now! Nights! :D <3

So, I got my first Arashi single because of Brice. Hahaha.

He msged me later in the day, telling me that he was in a CD shop and asked if I want anything. Might as well right. Hahaha!

Dinner was quite good, save for the fact that I couldnt eat much cos I had to go home. =.= But it was quite crap lah. 'Balls are nice. They're round, and cruuunchyyyy~' I held my laughter in for a little while before bursting out in laughter! And kept laughing hard for a couple of minutes before stopping. Wth lah! Damn funny please! And what balls were he describing? Fishballs, meatballs, foodballs. Hahaha!

Oh oh! I found out why I was high this morning already. It was the high before the low. Like what my sis told me before, you get high when/before you become really tired. Hahaha.

And about Sat, well, I was rushing down for closing, so I took a cab. The taxi driver was one chatty guy. He spoke about all sorts of things, and what left the most impact on me was that he has this really different view on romantic love. He was telling me about how the love between a parent and child is never replacable no matter what. Even if there was someone else who looked exactly like your parent, the love wont be there, cos the love came about while you were growing up, and you cant grow up a second time with that person.

However, romantic love is different. 'It can be replaced,' he said. Why? Because this love came about when you spend time with that someone through hugs, kisses, sex (yes he mentioned sex), and whatever else that you do together as a couple. And when that person is gone, whether died or divorced or whatnot, you'll still find someone else, and the cycle is repeated. Therefore, he thinks that it can be replaced. And you know what? He was very up front about it. He even told me, 'I've told my wife before. If you and my mother fall into the sea, I will save my mother. You can go and find a way to swim back shore yourself. If I really lose you, I can still find someone else. But if I lose my mother, I will really have lost her for good.' I totally just jawdrop I tell you. I salute his wife though, for being able to bear with such a person, and still marry him. I dont know what I'll do man.

Then I told him to speed up, cos late already.

So we were quiet for a while, and he suddenly spoke up when we were along one road. You know what he said? 'My brother died here in 1981 in a car accident.' You know what I did? Jaw drop again. Then he started telling me details. It was damn sad lah. The way his brother died was really really terrible, but the saddest part has got to be his Mum's regret forever.

His bro bought his Mum's fav rojak for her that night, and she scolded him, asking him why he bought it when he knew that she's got a bad stomach and cannot take it. He then said 'ok, I promise never to buy it for you anymore.' He went out, to a friend's birthday party after that, riding his bike, when the accident happened. Can you imagine his Mum's regret for life? I was telling the taxi driver, 'your Mum must have really regretted what she said.' And he told me 'yea. She cried that night, saying over and over again, ''now he really will never buy rojak or anything else for me again.''' Damn sad please! ><

Life is so unpredictable. His bro was only 17 at that time! So I guess the moral of the story is don't ever say the wrong thing in the heat of the moment? Not just that I guess. But in whatever we do. Will we ever regret whatever we've done should we go suddenly one day? Whether its our own regrets about not accomplishing something, or from another point of view, if someone you know suddenly left one day, and you have unfinished business with him, will you regret it?

Maybe we should all starting thinking about it huh.

If nothing else, I'll probably just die of sweetness one day.

Brice is in Japan right now, and he msged me, asking if I want anything from Japan cos he's doing a little shopping. Lost distance leh! Ex please! But he msged me to ask me leh! :DDDD

Thanks a lot! :D

And it's not just Brice who is so sweet to me. I have so many people! So many people who care enough to do things for me, to treat me so well. Ken told me that I'm part of the family when I was msging him after I left on Friday. I know that, and I'm very thankful for that. If not, my life would have been very very different, very very mundane. There wouldnt be the trainers to care for me, Cheng Hao, Joanne, Willie, Zhilin, Brice, Josiah and all the other resources. This is something I'll always always be thankful for. (:

And I was very happy this morning somehow. Hahahaha. Managed to wake up early to go help out for registration before they left for Kota Tinggi. Then Cheng's mum sent me to the office. Studying here the whole day today until I go for dinner! But so far haven't studied a lot leh. I was like high this morning when I reached the office, then after that tired already, so slept a bit until Willie came to find me. Then went for lunch at Pasta de Waruku. 2nd time in 3 days, both time I dont have to pay. Wahahaha. Thanks for treating me, both of you! :D Came back, study a bit and now I'm blogging.

I'm supposed to study and focus! Paper tmr already! ><

Willie's sleeping now. Hahahahaha.

And it's my Dad's birthday today!

Happy Birthday! <3

Though I doubt you'll ever see this, or have the time to. Hahahaha.

Went out for dinner to celebrate last night. And the previous night, cos I stayed out late, he called me to tell me to call him when I reach my station so he can pick me. And on the way home, he told me that I must tell him if I have any prob, cos he can help me. I know that, and I'm thankful for that too. (:

I shall tell you more about what happened to me on Sat next time. Gtg. Hahahaha.

Miss you! Take care! Bye! <3

7.07am

I can see the sunrise from my room! Just that it doesnt rise from the sea, but from houses. Hahahaha. Looked at the sun directly too long already. I'm seeing white spots. Hahahaha.

Kirei desu.

It's beautiful. (:

I'm off to sleep for an hour and off to school!

Morning! :D

It's 3.25am, and I just finished a McChicken meal like 20min ago.

I'm gonna get fat man. ><

Planning to stay up the night tonight to finish up some work, and was hoping drinking latte could help, but I'm freaking feeling sleepier now lah wth.

Went down to CBC just now, and didnt want to leave. I want to see their talentime! Kakuta! ): Then tmr also cannot stay all the way for closing. Need to go down to airport to send my grandmother off to Korea. So need to leave at about 8. ):

Need to rush out a resume. Sian.

Bye.

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